sleeping problem

this is harmony writing and the past couple of nights i have had some problems sleeping because when i go to sleep i wake up the next morning with my eyes stuck shut the stuff is yellow sticky flakes that get stuck in my eye lashes then i spend at least 20 minuets trying to get them out on saturday i kept falling asleep and waking up over and over again and every time i did that i would have more yellow flakes then before i wish there is some way to stop

the trip

this is harmony writing and i am so exited to go to rochester. i will pack what i can for the trip and we are staying for 3 days! i am so jittery and anticipated .we are going to see my sister in law and my brother and my nephew and niece! i am writing a to do list for rochester i first we are going to drive 3 hours then we get a room rented in a hotel next we unpack our bags and settle in we might drive until night fall so we will probaly sleep any way we will sleep ,wake up,eat breakfast , and enjoy the rest of the day and that is what we are going to do on the three days. i will pack moneyand a suit case and bookslots and lots of books three hours is a long time so i will need things to do . plus i get car sick when i do alot of thing while driving so usualy i just sit and relax what a great way to have a vacation

the ride

this is harmony writing and two days ago me mom and , my brother, and emilie my sister went out riding and i love trotting againg the remedy of fear worked! i am no longer afraid of trotting. so i told my mom that i want to ride every day and trot!

the remedy

this is harmony writing and marsha brown my therapist gave me a remedy to help my patience and it is working. i am much more happier i am going to rochester and usualy i would say (i do not want to go) but i am fine with it now that i took the remedy

more puberty emotions

this is harmony writing and today me and my boyfriend malachy were playing the YMCA pool and another friend astra was playing with me too then i looked the other way for a second and i saw malachy and astra pinkie swear wich made me feel really upset and i leaned on the ledge then a counselour noticed me and asked what was wrong and i told her at the end of what was wrong i told malachy that we should just be friend until we are older he said ok may be he does not like me because usualy the tears start coming and feeling are hurt but i was not fine after that i felt worse and got mad andswam past astra and said he is yours to take and swam off and we were fine for the rest of the time

the bird

this is harmony writing and we were outside and we found an abandon bird. so we took it inside so we can help build its strength back emilie my sister came in the office and told me that we had found an abandon bird so mom told us we need to find a worm so we can feed the baby bird at first we could not find a worm so we went inside and told them we can not find a worm so michael my brother said thre was a worm by four new planted bushes we looked and there were alot of new planted bushes so we looked and looked some more and we went inside and michael said he would help us so we went out side by the newest planted bushes and we dug up a worm! so we brought it inside and fed it to him the next morning he wanted his worm and we had night crawlers he would not eat night crawlers so we left him alone then my mom found wax worms and fed those to him he liked wax worms so we left him alone for the night somehow my mom woke up 5:00 in the morning and checked on the bird and he was dead so we threw him out more like mom threw him out