Peircings

Today I went to Claires and i wanted to get my ears peirced for a 2nd time!At first it was scary and I cried and now that it is done I cant take my eyes off of them

IT'S RAINING IN THE HOUSE!!!!!

Today I was walking to the table and my feet got wet because there was a leak in our water cooler. It was so weird because there was a big puddle around me and mom left the kitchen and came back with a whole bunch of towels!Mom used two towels. The first one she used was really heavy when she was done with it.Also the cooler was very hot.

H1N1 Shots

A couple of days ago my mom told me that we had to get our shots for the H1N1 flu. Emily started crying and mom kept saying there is no reason to cry. It was very funny!!! when I heard that we were getting our shots today i started crying as well. Not many people in our family like shots that much.

itchy itchy itchy

for the past two weeks i had an uncontrolable itch! i have bumps all on my body and all of them are itching at once and i can only itch in two places at the same time =D sometimes it it stops and then comes back again about two seconds later. i found the reason that i am itching and have bumps i jut found two misquitos on my arm and my leg =O that was scary

sleeping problem

this is harmony writing and the past couple of nights i have had some problems sleeping because when i go to sleep i wake up the next morning with my eyes stuck shut the stuff is yellow sticky flakes that get stuck in my eye lashes then i spend at least 20 minuets trying to get them out on saturday i kept falling asleep and waking up over and over again and every time i did that i would have more yellow flakes then before i wish there is some way to stop

the trip

this is harmony writing and i am so exited to go to rochester. i will pack what i can for the trip and we are staying for 3 days! i am so jittery and anticipated .we are going to see my sister in law and my brother and my nephew and niece! i am writing a to do list for rochester i first we are going to drive 3 hours then we get a room rented in a hotel next we unpack our bags and settle in we might drive until night fall so we will probaly sleep any way we will sleep ,wake up,eat breakfast , and enjoy the rest of the day and that is what we are going to do on the three days. i will pack moneyand a suit case and bookslots and lots of books three hours is a long time so i will need things to do . plus i get car sick when i do alot of thing while driving so usualy i just sit and relax what a great way to have a vacation

the ride

this is harmony writing and two days ago me mom and , my brother, and emilie my sister went out riding and i love trotting againg the remedy of fear worked! i am no longer afraid of trotting. so i told my mom that i want to ride every day and trot!

the remedy

this is harmony writing and marsha brown my therapist gave me a remedy to help my patience and it is working. i am much more happier i am going to rochester and usualy i would say (i do not want to go) but i am fine with it now that i took the remedy

more puberty emotions

this is harmony writing and today me and my boyfriend malachy were playing the YMCA pool and another friend astra was playing with me too then i looked the other way for a second and i saw malachy and astra pinkie swear wich made me feel really upset and i leaned on the ledge then a counselour noticed me and asked what was wrong and i told her at the end of what was wrong i told malachy that we should just be friend until we are older he said ok may be he does not like me because usualy the tears start coming and feeling are hurt but i was not fine after that i felt worse and got mad andswam past astra and said he is yours to take and swam off and we were fine for the rest of the time

the bird

this is harmony writing and we were outside and we found an abandon bird. so we took it inside so we can help build its strength back emilie my sister came in the office and told me that we had found an abandon bird so mom told us we need to find a worm so we can feed the baby bird at first we could not find a worm so we went inside and told them we can not find a worm so michael my brother said thre was a worm by four new planted bushes we looked and there were alot of new planted bushes so we looked and looked some more and we went inside and michael said he would help us so we went out side by the newest planted bushes and we dug up a worm! so we brought it inside and fed it to him the next morning he wanted his worm and we had night crawlers he would not eat night crawlers so we left him alone then my mom found wax worms and fed those to him he liked wax worms so we left him alone for the night somehow my mom woke up 5:00 in the morning and checked on the bird and he was dead so we threw him out more like mom threw him out

angel eyes

this is harmony writing and today i did not have any school so me and my mom went to see if my bunnies eyes where open we went down stairs and looked and we where shocked the baby bunnies eyes where open! we gathered all of them up and put them on the rug lyla the runt of the litter did not have her eyes open yet and she was always escaping later she got on the cement floor and did a back flip me and mom laughed even more later the bunnies felt sleepy so they all crawled to my legs and cuddled up and fell asleep between my legs it was so cute so mom said they where sleepy and we had to put them away mom took three at a time and i took two at a time and went back upstairs

Butterflies

Last night my brother was watching family guy and my sister came in and started watching it too. she said it was something about scooby taking over the world and she said stewie dies. I told my mom any word that is in the category of death words gives me the butterflies or it gives me a chill.

The Dogshow we Never Finished

This is Harmony writing and Today I went out into the rain I was scared at first until Emilie left me outside for one minute.Next I ran towards the back door it was locked.I told Emilie lets make a break for it we started running towards the main entrance. Emilie took the flipper out of my hand and walked towards the mini barn and then I ran out I whispered to myself (oh god I am scared) . I kinda liked it. We threw the flipper in the barn walked back and finished

Puberty Emotions

This is Harmony writing and I was looking for a spell called To End a Relationship mom said that I was not ready for love until I am 16. I was upset for a moment until mom said why are you sad?I said I want to say love hurts but that is not what I am looking for.We went to the family room I had a face that showed I was sad about something.Mom said what is wrong I said I am not sad mom said yes you are We always know when you are sad or not said dad.I said I do not want to do the talk any more mom said why not I said I just do not want to.

Instant Jitters

This is Harmony writing and Yesterday after reading a very short love spell I talked to mom and dad after mom and dad explaind why my body would not let me do the spell I went back upstairs to go to bed then I got mager jitters.I fell asleep faster than I usualy did

Two Canker Sores in the Same Place

This is Harmony writing and I have two canker sores in my lower lip. Every time I open my mouth to eat they stretch and hurt so bad. I hope they go away soon. I gave up eating for awhile until they go away.

I have woken the girls up the past two mornings and there is nothing more comforting than seeing your child safely asleep in their bed. I tip toed into Harmony's room and kissed her cheek and she was instantly awake. She asked how long before I had to leave for work and asked me to be sure and stay "for a bit" so that she could spend some time with me this morning....

She is an amazing child.... She came down and hugged me and kissed me and wished me a good day. What better way to start it?

Emilie awoke quickly as well and flew both arms around my neck and just held me and I was in Heaven.....

Wakey wakey....

I started the day this morning with waking the girls and Harmony is always the hardest to get going. I snuggled and kissed her little forehead and wished her a good day and off I went out the door....

Not feeling well

Harmony has been up and down alot lately and school called yesterday to come pick her up after vomiting and a fever appeared.

Bob picked her up and she had a temp and he gave her some Tylenol and tucked her in bed for a nap.

I got home at 4:30 and checked on her and she said she felt better and her fever was gone and the girl proceeded to jump up head downstairs and help with Supper and then ate two hamburgers, some homemade fries and a big glass of milk.

She felt fine the rest of the evening and I have no clue what this was all about. She has been so up and down that I can't keep up and she continues to worry me.

Bumpity bump bump....

Well, a new malady over the weekend. Harmony came to me complaining of itching behind her ears and I took a peek and was horrified. She had a huge ring of small red bumps that created a half moon completely around her ears.

I am not sure what was going on but I removed the synthetic strawberry scented ickiness she had in her shower and as of this morning (2 days later) the bumps are almost gone. Looks like she has her Mama's sensitivity to unnatural things.

All in all, we continue to struggle with listening skills and irritating her sister. She has continued to have a need to be center stage and one upping her Sister any chance she can get.

I plan on sitting down with both of them tonight and having a discussion.

Day 8

Harmony seemed to be a little more balanced last night. I came home and she was working on her homework and keep in mind that Emilie does not have homework on Wednesday's. Emilie was sitting across from her writing some letters and Harmony was very annoyed with anything that she was doing. It seems that her patience levels have become lessened and she is very moody and intolerable of anything having to do with her Sister.

She pulled me aside and said that she "was tired of Daddy constantly saying finish your homework". I heard him say it twice when she was daydreaming.

We also got a letter from the school counselor and she has asked to see Harmony to work on her social skills and appropriate behavior in class.

I am not liking what I am seeing here, and growing very concerned for her.

Changes?

Harmony started her remedy on 1/21 and completed it as instructed. I phoned her on 1/22 while we were on vacation and she seemed to be the same as far as demeanor. I asked her how she felt and she said that she was a little light headed but fine otherwise.

In my subsequent calls to her while we were traveling she seemed to take on a air of being much more grown up and wanting to take on more responsibility.

We returned home 1/26 and she was very caring toward her Sister which is something new as they usually have regular spats. I do believe now that this was more for my benefit than anything.

1/27 - Harmony is very emotional today, she cried and ran to her room after I got upset with her Sister for not clearing the table for dinner (asked her 5 times to remove her books).

I sat down and spoke with her and she said that she didn't like yelling and I apologized.

7:30 - The girls got in the hot tub for about 10 minutes and then came in, about 30 minutes later Harmony complained of a severe headache. I gave her some Childrens' Tylenol and it subsided. She went to bed as normal..